I love you so much that if you slit my throat, I’d apologize for getting blood on your shirt.
You mean the lots to me. You really do. Sometimes you don’t realize, cuz i don’t show it enough. I’m sorry about that. I just don’t wanna scare you away. I care about you and I never want to lose you…but the world we live in isn’t perfect. There will be times when we won’t be able to see each other for lengths of time. I know this won’t be the end of us, the way we feel about each other is too strong. But you have to leave. It’s inevitable. And when it’s my time, i’ll have to leave too. I’ll follow you as far as I can, but we can’t escape the reality that we have tough times ahead of us. I want us to be strong enough to handle anything. I know we can. We have the potential to be the best couple in the history of Cupid’s Arrow, lots of our “children” think so. They say we’re the couple to be. Hearing them say that warms my heart every time. So why does my heartsong sound like the blues?
I don’t think you really realize how much I care about you. When things aren’t so great, I really put you before myself. When I sense an argument coming on, I surrender before it even starts. You know why? I’ve seen arguments kill couples, kill relationships. I’m not scared of fighting you, i’m scared of losing you. When I see an argument coming on, I take YOUR side. I apologize for being the idiot that I am and hope you forgive me. I couldn’t care less about winning any kind of argument against you. It doesn’t matter to me.
I want to be the best for you. I know that your parents aren’t too fond of me being your boyfriend. It’s easy for them to deny. And I understand, parents are like that. And the rest of your family too, I understand they’re not ready to accept that you’re all grown up. Don’t worry, I’m not taking it personally, and it’s not anything to apologize for. I’m just venting venting.Your brother likes me I think…after all, he loves Bakugan!
I’m sorry i’m not perfect. I get jealous plenty of times (and not just of edward Cullen ^_^ )Maybe i’m just protective, or possessive. Another reason for me to fear scaring you away. I don’t want my nature to be a problem in this relationship. I’m just attached to you. But don’t worry, I trust you. I’m not insecure. Whatever happens, happens. Que sera sera.
Maybe someday I’ll get the happily ever after I don’t deserve. To marry someone even half as amazing as you, would be incredible. You’re so close, yet so far. What do I have to do to be Mr. Right?
What am I talking about? It’s too early to be thinking about marriage. But I can dream, can’t I? Anyway, life is good. Life. Is Good. It’s just human nature to neglect the things we have that are truly valuable. I’m not talkin’ gold and silver, I’m talking about family, friends, a piece of clothing to wear everyday-no matter elegant or ratty. I’m talking about those who care about you, those who think about you, those who give you a smile everyday.
Which brings me back to you. You have so much going for you. You’re intelligent, beautiful, you have a wonderful voice, you have a mesmerizing personality, and you have the halo of an angel. Some people may not be able to see your halo, maybe not even yourself, but I see it perfectly.
You’re the angel atop my Christmas tree, always watching over me. Whether you’re far or near, I just want you to hear, before you go, that I’ll miss you so, and there’s no one that I’ll love more.
You’ll have my heart when we’re far apart, so I hope you’ll never forget me. When times are tough, and the road is rough, I’ll be the gentleman who throws his coat over the ground for you to walk over.
And in the end, whether we’re married or just friends, you’ll always be the one, who shone as brightly as the sun, and lit up my life, through the darkness and the strife.
I love you, my one and only.
